I'm gay, and I don't want to be. Is there anyway to fix that?

luke_warm · 10 months

I appreciate a woman's beauty, and yes, tits are fuckin' awesome. But it just doesn't sexually attract me/

luke_warm · 10 months

I've contemplated suicide many times before... but I don't have the balls to put my family through that anguish.

luke_warm · 10 months

Because, I AM gay. I am attracted to men. There is no if/buts in that statement... men attract me sexually. Women do not. And it's been this way for as long as I can remember.

luke_warm · 10 months

I wish it were that easy. I wish there was an on/off switch to where I wouldn't be turned on by guys, and instead be turned on by girls. God, I wish it were that easy.

luke_warm · 10 months

I don't have a means to get therapy. It's all too expensive.

luke_warm · 10 months

I can remember feeling this way all my life, even when I was really young. So I would identify myself as gay, yes.

luke_warm · 10 months

I know, it's very hard. But I have admitted I'm gay... I'm gay, but I don't want to be. Being gay has led to me living a life full of lies, deceit, shame, and guilt. I just don't know what to do anymore.

I'm 18

luke_warm · 10 months

I'm a male. I'm getting overwhelmed by the shear number of responses... I will try my best but there's no way I will be able to respond to all of you :(

luke_warm · 10 months

Ever since I was a little kid, I knew I was different. I have been this way for as long as I can remember, and there's no doubt in my mind that I'm gay. Every time I admit that to myself, it hurts me so much.

luke_warm · 10 months

Because being gay.. makes me unhappy. I'm stuck in a situation where I'm forced to be in this area for the next 6 years. I wish I could simply pack up my bags and move, but there are too many things dear to my heart that I could never just let go.

luke_warm · 10 months

I don't know about you, but my general attitude about that can be summed up in three words. Fuck. That. Shit.

I couldn’t have said it better myself. I don’t want to live like this, and this wasn’t what I chose for myself. I don’t see the reasoning on why I should be forced to live a life of unhappiness just because I HAVE to. Being gay is not who I truly am nor who I truly want to be.

luke_warm

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