PLEASE HELP this is ruining my life

comeunity · 3 months

I have and they really weren't of any help.

comeunity · 3 months

My ideas of revenge actually came from my depression, not vice versa. And I only really get dwell on the events WHEN I'm high, I kinda think I'm just creating this for myself. I hope to everything good I am. Although this may just be wishful thinking, I never knew 100% if it happened. I need to talk to someone who was raped while blacked out and knows for sure. That would ease much on my mind.

comeunity · 3 months

I haven't had any "cracks or flashes" and over 6 months has passed.

comeunity · 3 months

People have told me this so much over the years - almost verbatim, too. It has yet to happen.

comeunity · 3 months

Don't feed trolls, please :(

comeunity · 3 months

In most areas, I'd assume so. But I live in a very affluent part of my state, and a Google search turned up nothing free in my area, aside from drug counseling, which I don't need. I stopped doing drugs a few months back, except for smoking weed. I know I won't relapse, I have before, and I figured I would back then.

comeunity · 3 months

The college I went to did not offer free counseling, I looked into it. And I was forced to drop out due to monetary constraints and serious depression.

comeunity · 3 months

Truth.

comeunity · 3 months

Dude I can't do this anymore. I've already spent enough time homeless sleeping outdoors, and I'm only 18.

comeunity · 3 months

I have no one to support me nor any means of supporting myself. How would I attain counseling?

comeunity · 3 months

That's actually been the most prominent thought on my mind, but every bit of the money I had went to college. I'm broke, have no real friends, my family situation is extremely complicated, and my head's too fucked right now for me to get a job.

comeunity · 3 months

I'm unsure how, and I'm positive I lack the necessary means. Could you elaborate on how I might receive free assistance?

comeunity · 3 months

I don't think I'm a real danger to others. The owners of that home have since moved and I have no idea where they went. They couldn't pay for it anymore, according to the girl Karl molested.

comeunity · 3 months

The people I mentioned from the first time I have no contact with at all. The people from the 2nd time I've seen 3 times after the incident, then cut contact with them, except for the girl who was molested by Karl and a childhood friend who had no involvement with the act. They were the people that left around 3am.

comeunity · 3 months

Yeah, I've begun to realize that lately. At the time I never expected anything like this to happen. I still can't believe it did. These people always struck me as normal. Nerdy, but normal.

comeunity · 3 months

I am NOT IN CONTROL OF MY OWN THOUGHTS AT THIS POINT. If I could simply "move on" as you've suggested, I FUCKING WOULD.

comeunity · 3 months

not sure, i really just want to hear that i'm wrong about this all.

comeunity · 3 months

thank you so much

abilifye · 4 months

I think I need to see a psychiatrist.

czechchick5 · 4 months

Ingenious karma whoring attempt or true act of altruism?

Guess I'll know the next time my mail person arrives...

comeunity

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